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Ok,the crazy is withdrawing
May. 9th, 2007 01:11 amAnd I'm back. The crazy is leaving my life again and allowing me to return to nice bright runners.
Events that kept me away? Well, Nana has largely recovered (tough old bird) and has returned to her normal practice of trying to alter reality to a new a shiny model that would suit her better.
We were also caught up in Beloved's family since he has just lost an uncle (well, great-uncle I think). This is a matter of great relief for the whole family as he has been dying for a very very long time and it was far from a pleasant way to go. This has meant dealing with a lot of GUILT from people who are feeling relieved when they think they should be grieving (to an extent, including Beloved).
I think I'm going to abandon my second journal. I keep resurrecting it and then letting it die again. Originally it was my main and this journal was just for fic... but then it came to be for all those things I didn't want to talk about where RL people could see (my sexuality, my religion, my job) and then those things jsut become more and more of my life. It was a uni journal, I think. A journal for when I had a lot of RL friends I couldn't meet or contact regularly. I speak to these people daily now - and those I don't? Well... I rather suspect I never will. There was also 2 people who were on my friends lists that became more than a little stalker-creepy and I'd rather just leave that behind.
So I'm going to shift some of the posts I want to preserve to this journal and just let it moulder. I may contact a few of the people on my friend's list and advise them of the shift.
Anything else? The kingdom of Ascensora thrives, the WoW guild is also thriving as we dance around Karazan. I have material for some excellent rantage, however. Work is running on bright rails, Beltane (and our anniversay) went shiny and well. Various female relatives descended on our home with some kind of intention to cook/clean/sort and were repelled without serious casualties (mental note: refill boiling oil) and I've put on weight, which is apparently a good thing. I have mixed opinions.
Events that kept me away? Well, Nana has largely recovered (tough old bird) and has returned to her normal practice of trying to alter reality to a new a shiny model that would suit her better.
We were also caught up in Beloved's family since he has just lost an uncle (well, great-uncle I think). This is a matter of great relief for the whole family as he has been dying for a very very long time and it was far from a pleasant way to go. This has meant dealing with a lot of GUILT from people who are feeling relieved when they think they should be grieving (to an extent, including Beloved).
I think I'm going to abandon my second journal. I keep resurrecting it and then letting it die again. Originally it was my main and this journal was just for fic... but then it came to be for all those things I didn't want to talk about where RL people could see (my sexuality, my religion, my job) and then those things jsut become more and more of my life. It was a uni journal, I think. A journal for when I had a lot of RL friends I couldn't meet or contact regularly. I speak to these people daily now - and those I don't? Well... I rather suspect I never will. There was also 2 people who were on my friends lists that became more than a little stalker-creepy and I'd rather just leave that behind.
So I'm going to shift some of the posts I want to preserve to this journal and just let it moulder. I may contact a few of the people on my friend's list and advise them of the shift.
Anything else? The kingdom of Ascensora thrives, the WoW guild is also thriving as we dance around Karazan. I have material for some excellent rantage, however. Work is running on bright rails, Beltane (and our anniversay) went shiny and well. Various female relatives descended on our home with some kind of intention to cook/clean/sort and were repelled without serious casualties (mental note: refill boiling oil) and I've put on weight, which is apparently a good thing. I have mixed opinions.