A huge great bitching and whining post

So, I have been absent for far too long, so a summary of the issues that have been keeping me all over the place - beware length and much bitching

And while we're at it a fervent request for 2009 now, please. I don't like this year. Can we have 2009 now, please?

This year is now 10 days old and so far I am not at all happy about it. I hate this, I hate months or years that start badly - it makes me all irrational and omen-hunty expecting the nasty nasty nasty bad things to happen.

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All unpleasant but not too bad things, but I'm feeling worse than they justify really. I think it's because there is just a lot of crap and I'm feeling manky and have no energy and I look crap (I KNOW I've lost weight and muscle tone) and am generally feeling fragile. I want to call kings on life, I need some time to get some of my stuff together but something new keeps looming and I can't keep up. It's making me all kinds of depressed and listless (which isn't helping).

Still, when things get better I'll appreciate them all the more