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sparkindarkness ([personal profile] sparkindarkness) wrote2006-08-31 03:09 pm

Run by Whine

The Work Issue, is eating my life. On the stress side I got the guarantees I was after so am going to ride it out - but we are clearing backlog at a huge rate.

How?

By working constantly and endlessly with long hours and few breaks and working at home and weekends and clocking a truly ridiculous amount of units.

I have no TIME for anything. It's not even the time - it's the energy. Legal cases are constantly buzzing around my head and I have to Concentrate. Every. Damn. Second. Of. Every. Damn. Day.

Tooo tired to do anything. I just have to collapse and blah in my free time now.


Oh and getting up extra early in a morning is triggering my old weird morning issues. JUST what i need. Bad hormones, i don't have the ENERGY for it.

[identity profile] being-here.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
...

Are you getting overtime for this?

Make sure you take care of yourself. I don't want to be the harbinger of gloom (which I seem to be doing a lot to you recently) but it is very easy to make mistakes when you get this strung out and it'll be you who ends up suffering for that.

You chaps need some locums in there soon.

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I am getting sizeable bonuses.

GLOOM AND DOOOM is all that's on the menu at the moment. But I need a break...

[identity profile] being-here.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes you do.

*refrains from making obvious comments about money not buying health etc*

I really wish I could help more.

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks.

aye, if it were money alone I'd tell them to screw it, I have money, after all.

But it's my annoying duty sense *smacks conscience* that says "These are your friends. they need help. You must help them."

[identity profile] being-here.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I recognise this from my time in the Shit Job (tm).

They are your friends. They need help. IT IS THE SENIOR PARTNER'S JOB TO PROVIDE THAT.

This, my dear, is not your monkey.

If I knew your bloke I would be contacting him to recommend he use whatever tactics necessary to get you away - preferably for a fornight, certainly for the long weekend.

[identity profile] judithiscariot.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
ugh. i feel your pain! i remember having a hard slog like that at work in feb-march. i'd leave for work before the rooomate awoke and get home after he went to bed. the only thing that kept me sane were cheeseburgers. chin up!

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
argh, I can't keep it up any longer, ebdcause I get called out at night sometime as well, and when you don't have a weekend to pick yourself up from it... messy, very messy

[identity profile] stormcat.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
*offers sympathy, lots of caffeine, Really Good Chocolate and excellent Thai take-out*

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
At the minute I'll take teh sympathjy *cries pathetically* and the coffeee - sweet sweet coffee, thankee.

I can't face food when I'm tired. I think that's what's wrong with me

[identity profile] stormcat.livejournal.com 2006-09-06 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
*makes sure there's lots of heavily sweetened coffee around and wonders how you feel about Turkish/Arabic-style coffee that you have to chew*

Don't forget to breathe. *worries*

[identity profile] klgaffney.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
argh. at least you got your guarantees. but that sucks. you'd better get something out of this, when it's over. and overtime now, while you're at it. =|

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Aye, that's a bonus. My arse is now covered by paper.

well i'm getting my sizable bonus :) Aty the end of it I get prominence and a good chance of being able to move to senior associate early...

[identity profile] thisdaydreamer.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Ouch. That sounds like sheer hell. Take care of yourself as best you can, Sparky.

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Hell? Satan is not so cruel

[identity profile] ladydyani.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Grawr. That sucks. *sends happy thoughts*

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
*clings to happy thoughts*

[identity profile] kitsuken.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope you're gonna get some time off after this, it sounds like some quality time with the significant other is exactly what you'll need once it's over

Best of luck getting through the backlog, don't stress yourself out too much about it

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
bonuses rather than overtime ("professionals" don't get overtime, sadly)

I'mk going to take a looooong holiday with him, methinks

[identity profile] brownkitty.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
::offers foot rubs for you and your beloved::

[identity profile] brownkitty.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
::is ticklish too, knows how not to tickle when giving foot rubs::

[identity profile] home-of-usher.livejournal.com 2006-08-31 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
........morning issues huh?

I'm sure the BF finds that quite intruiging. Of course not feeling up for it even when you're 'up' for it is a pain in the ass.

and not in the happy fun way I imagine.

alright enough of my dirty mind, I truly hope you come out on top..... of the heap of bad shit.... I know what you were thinking.


[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Yup, THAT old issue.

Nah, he;'s a better morning person than I am, but he's not THAT much of a morning person :)

It is a pain, because you're all distracted and itchy and it's all BLAH and bad and wrong.

Hey, that's hwere my mind is lurking every morning. Bad mind, body is too weak for taht. Well, except taht part but I'm not listening to it either

[identity profile] allthepettylies.livejournal.com 2006-09-01 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Poor Sparky.
::hands you a vegan muffin::

You'll get trhough this <3<3

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope so. but in how many pieces? *scarfs muffin*

[identity profile] mrmeval.livejournal.com 2006-09-03 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
You know what will allow you to blow off some steam, this weekend is good for it.

Do something you don't do, call them Tuesday and tell them you've worked yourself sick and go do something fun.

[identity profile] sparkindarkness.livejournal.com 2006-09-04 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh gods am i tempted. Maybe this weekend. maybe

But there's soooo much to do...